Through customs... I'm headed straight for my plane and blue skies

No place to go. I really want to see the world. I want to get on a plane and leave this place to let it fade from view. I don't hate Toledo. I like it, in fact. But I want to experience the wonders that exist outside of the realm of reality that I have been surrounded by for years. To have some adventure. Be spontaneous. :: Sigh :: Someday... someday my dreams will come true. Even tho at times I feel like I'm losing my hold on them and that they are slowly getting lost and falling through the cracks of this fast paced life. I just want to slow down. Enjoy it. Live it.

I went to church this morning. I've been going to Solid Rock, downtown. It's really good. It's so down to earth, and the people just honestly love God and seek him with everything that they are. It's awesome to find a church like that. Not fake, no facades, just real worship, real people, teachings with conviction and the truth and a whole lot of love. So good. Afterwards I came home and took a nap. Thats right, gotta fit in the Sunday down time! Jason, you'd be so proud of me, I actually fell asleep! I'm talkin... hardcore, I was out like a light and woke up wanting to sleep all day. But alas, I had to go to work at 4. What really annoyed me about today is that I had a meeting for the new church plans tonight. And I was not going to go into work. But so many people have quit and called off, that I couldn't not work. Made me so mad. I started ranting to my sister about it and she was just sitting there like, " Okay, so yeah. A little upset huh?" I just... grrr!! Walmart is frustrating me. So thats why I'm looking for another job. That's right, no more working at walmart, I can't take it any longer. I just, can't. :: exhale :: Okay, enough on that topic.

Oh!! But about my nap, I almost forgot. I slept so hard I dreamt for almost the entire time, or so it seemed. I hardly ever dream, and I rarely, I mean, hardly ever remember them. But I remembered this one. Weird. But it was a good one to remember. Dreams are so interesting to me. How our mind produces them is... unbelievable. So yeah, not sure why I shared that, but o well.

Um, I guess thats it for now, I'm drawing a blank. Oh, Janelle... loved the most recent post... it really intrigued me... I never thought of explaining myself like that. Most I knew, but there were a few things that were cool to find out. And I love that we both got on tonight and both felt too tired and had too much going to talk. Was a perfect fit for us both. I am going to go read and relax and sleep in :) Talk to you all soon. And Erica and Bee... calling you girls in the next few days... we need to hang out or I'll go out of my mind! Love you!! G'night all -