What Can You Do

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You know, there are days, like today, when all I really want to do is bury myself in bed and never get up. If something else could go wrong, I'm sure it still will. The day is only half done.
My car has quickly become a piece of crap. I think every warning light that could be on, has come on at some point, and now still, 3 remain. My transmission is about to blow up at any minute. I went to mail some stuff at the post office today, yeah, couldn't accelerate... AT ALL. I'm talking coasting at like 20 mph and realizing my transmission is not gonna kick in if my rpm's are already at like 6000! And still... caosting at 20 mph. So I pulled into a parking lot, turned around, and headed home after getting about a block from home. Halfway down my street... my car decides to work as tho everything is fine. Grrr. I wanted to beat it with a baseball bat. But see, the thing is, I only have myself to blame. I don't have enough money to take it somewhere and have them fix it all. And my brother is busy at work... so I am sitting at home seething. let alone the fact I needed to turn in apps today... but no. No money, and no way of getting apps turned in. Just stuck at home. Loathing today.

:: deep breath ::

My mother is home. I need to go. And I really need out of this house. Or rather, to lock myself in my room forever. This day needs to end.