Saturday, June 02, 2007

:: you're not the one for me ::

Ever have one of those awkward moments with someone-- a space, heartbeat even, where you realize this is the one place you do not want to be? I had that feeling yesterday [and all day today] and I just couldn't escape the awkwardness, the desire to flinch everytime they were near, and the very real challenge of keeping myself from grimacing at the very thought. On one hand I felt horrible, but on the other, I just wanted an escape. Any way out.
Trust me when I say it's no one that will read this, and most likely not someone you've met. It was also not a good time. *sigh*

Work has been normal, there are a couple girls that literally make me laugh til I cry and I love them. Everytime I work it's a good time :) Must get back to that as we speak actually...

1 Comments:

At 9:12 PM, Blogger BeeMichelle said...

sadly, i experience that moment more than you might think. it was actually so funny to read that and find my exact feelings sometimes laid out for me. I'm glad you're enjoying work... it's hard to find work at a place you enjoy going to and working with people you actually like, so i'm happy for you. Haven't seen much of you lately... i hope things are good! I love you! lets hang out soon!!

 

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