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The clock ticks out its rhythm
I listen to time disappear
I sit still and wonder
How did I get to here

Your face I don’t always see
Your touch won’t seem to stay
But your voice still lingers clearly
Your words… they won’t go away

This house constantly shifts with age
The floorboards complain with misplaced weight
But it’s withstood life’s weather
It still stands strong, solid, and straight

The drawer still holds my list
It rests among letters I have written for years
Voicing what you have never heard
Words admitting my hopes, fears, dreams, and tears

Because your face I don’t always see
And your touch won’t seem to stay
But your voice still lingers so clearly
Your words… they just won’t go away

The clock still ticks its rhythm
Every stroke giving admission for time to appear
Standing and wanting to run
To find and know anywhere but here


::: Today's Thoughts :::

• I am officially not working at walmart anymore.
• I have time to waste and it feels... weird.
• I have an interview for another job.
• I might go to my dads and maybe VA Beach next week. Everyone welcome to join.
• I am definitely ready to not be single. It just hit me today. Lord help me. lol
• I want to go to the drive-in this weekend... and hope I can find someone to go with.
• I have realized I haven't hung out with friends for ages. It saddened me. I still love you guys!!
• I have so much I need to do that I am scared to even start. haha
• I am definitely reading my new books
• Some tanning to relax sounds... blissful. It always lulls me to sleep. Even when I'm only in there for like 10 mins! Maybe I'll go today.
• I have been horrible with reading my Bible of late. I need to get back in the habit and desire.
• It's raining... which means perfect sleeping weather!!! To bed with me!
• I absolutely, extremely, and most definitely look forward to seeing each and every one of you ASAP =) Call me, or I will hunt you down!

Gnite!!

p.s. How's the poetry?? Seemed a bit shaky to me.. but it has been awhile... honesty is the best policy!